Listening to Stay by Rihanna ft. Mikky Ekko and reading old posts where I actually spilled out my feelings on Tumblr…. that was WAY before I had 682 followers, so no one would really know. I’m gonna start posting more ‘text’ posts though.
But listening to that… good lord. Wow. Just listening to that mixed with posts about how angry I was about myself and seeing what happened with my relationships with several old friends really makes me emotional. (Sorry my writing is always mixed up like this… Just can’t group my thought together all the time.) I remember how good of friends I thought I had but then saw my posts later of how I had been so close and then they almost just threw me away like I was useless.
It makes me mad all over again.
And it really shouldn’t.
But it still does, because it still hurts. No matter what.